There are sometimes these points in life that require us to step back and breathe, lest we be swallowed in exhaustion and defeat. I’ve been putting it off. It’s not in my nature to rest or admit weakness, but my body is clamoring, and I can ignore it no longer. Energy has been scarce these last few months and inspiration more so. Too much time has been devoted to the blog (and email and other related tasks) and not enough to my health and my family. I’ve been drowning, and though I’ve tried with all my might to pull myself back into the boat, I don’t have the strength. In order for the blog to flourish and be what I desire it to be – something fresh, real, and inspiring – I need to take a brief pause.
I haven’t planned an exact timeline, though I’m thinking it will be about a month, maybe more, that this space will be free of new recipe posts. September is Hunger Action Month, which honestly isn’t the greatest timing for me, but since I care deeply about this initiative, I will be posting a couple things in that vein. Childhood hunger absolutely breaks my heart, and I hope you and I can join together to make a difference in our neighborhoods and nation. Things should get back to “normal” sometime in October, though I’m not sure what that will look like exactly.
As for how I’ll be spending my days during this hiatus, I hope to cultivate deeper relationships with my husband and children, relearn disciplines that will help me live a healthier life (getting enough rest, water, exercise, etc), and spend time preparing and enjoying nourishing food that no one will ever read about. I’ve mentioned it here before, but I’m still struggling daily with depression, fatigue, and joint pain. This mothering gig is no joke, and it’s emptied me of all that I have. I am looking forward to the respite and to the good that will come on the other side.
Thank you for hanging in there with me.
Lynn I applaud you for taking this step. It is so hard to admit that we are tired and need to take a step back, especially as a mom. I can empathise with your exhaustion, being a wife and mom is hard enough but throw in food blogger and you are just burning the candle at both ends. I hope this break gives the the fresh breath that you need. Know that stepping away will help make you stronger when you decide to move forward. Good luck
Oh friend. Praying for you, and missing you. Xoxo
I’m sorry to hear that you’re feeling so overwhelmed, but glad to hear that you’re taking a break to get to a better place. Take care of yourself and get in touch if a park playdate would help.
The best thing a mom can do, is take care of mom.
You should feel proud of taking a step back. Take care of you. Look forward to seeing your recipes again.
Good for you. Thanks for your honesty and humility. Take all the time you need. Will look forward to your return
It is so hard to step back from things you love, but it’s going to be for the best in the long run–the best for you and your family and the blog. I hope your break is a physically and emotionally renewing time for you. Looking forward to your return!
How did I miss this post until just now?!! I love you friend. I’m praying for recovery and healing for your body. Thank you for your example of transparency and intentional health for yourself and your family. Tough stuff to practice if you ask me…
I can so relate with this post. With four kids, I go through similar times often. Do what you know is best for you and yours. The rest can fall to the side for the time being. Do what it takes to make you feel whole. Sending you calming thoughts.
Thank you, Melanie.
I know that feeling and taking a step back is such a wise decision. Praying for you in this and praying that God will use this time to refuel you, give you perspective and inundate you with inspiration.
Thank you for your prayers, Ashley. It was so hard to take the leap and rest, but already, it’s been so good for me and my family.
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